by Clara
All lyrics from Martine McCutcheon’s song first time I fell in love. All Character’s mentioned belong to Joss. Dedicated to Kevin and Sam. You always make me smile!
If this is a bit funny sense wise it’s ‘cause I’m ill, so…sorry.
Set after Graduation day part 2 but that’s kinda clear.
Rated G.
Feed back please!!!!
I remember the first time I saw him. It was cold and I remember shivering but what I heard behind me made me forget the cold. I could feel someone behind me.
I could tell that whoever it was, was different but I never thought he was a vampire even though as Giles told me I should have known being the slayer and all.
~ The stars were falling,
The air was still,
I still remember, I always will.
My heart was flying so high above,
it was the first time I fell in love. ~
But I never imagined it and when I opened my eyes after that kiss and saw his true face I screamed more out of surprise than fear and probably disappointment in my self for not knowing he was a vamp. But that kiss oh it was wonderful, and every kiss after that was better than the one before it but not as good as the ones to come. I loved him even before I saw his true face.
~ And in that moment I felt so good,
I was so frightened and yet so sure,
You were the hero that I dreamed off,
It was the first time I fell in love. ~
And I know what Willow means when she says when she first saw Oz she knew he was the one for her because I felt it too, with Angel.
And now he’s leaving and I can’t believe it. He said he wouldn’t say goodbye he said it would be too hard but it is anyway goodbye or not but even if he didn’t say goodbye I did as he once said I need closure. And I know he’s sorry for my tears but he still feel’s that what he’s doing is the right thing for us.
~ You were so sorry I was so sad,
you were the best thing I ever had.
My heart was breaking,
I thought I’d died,
it was the first time I said goodbye. ~
I keep thinking I should run to him for answers ‘cause I still don’t understand why he’s leaving.
~ And In the darkness of that lonely night,
When you held me I held on too tight.
I lost the hero that I dreamed of,
It was the first time I fell In love. ~
And one day I’ll probably figure it out but for now I’ll let him go and just remember that I’ll see him again someday and I pray he knows I’ll always love him because he’s my first love and that’s someone you never forget.
~ No I’m not crying,
‘Cause I am not bruised,
Some loves forever and some love you lose.
I lost the hero that I dreamed of
That was the first time I fell in love.
The very first time I fell in love.
But it won’t be the last time I fall in love. ~