Written By Clara
Summary: Jack watches Sam sleep.
Rating: G
| Angel | Let Me Sleep |
Angel
Jack watches Sam sleep
The fire light dances across her face as she smiles slightly in her sleep, which
makes me smile. She must be dreaming.
I was asked by Daniel once if I ever expected to have Sam for my own and I gave
him some BS about it being against regulations but he wasn't fooled and I was
grateful to him for leaving it alone and not making me voice my feelings, I
wasn't ready to say it and she
wasn't ready to hear it...
But we've been SG-1 for 4 long years now and in that time I've nearly lost her
numerous times and I think I've come to the point where I can't stand the
thought of losing her without telling her how I feel. Oh I know she knows, after
all, we hade the whole Za'tarc
thing but I want to tell her properly and I really want to hear her say she
wants me to.
Maybe it's selfish, I mean, if we did this there'd be hell to pay at the SGC but
I want to put Sam and I first for once, I'd rather retire than carry on this
pretence any longer.
So when she wakes up I'm gonna ask her out for dinner and then I'm gonna tell
her and hope she still feels the same�But I�ll wait for her to wake up first.
***
Let Me Sleep
She knows he's watching
He�s watching me; he must think I�m asleep. I�m trying to stop the smile tugging
at my lips but I think I�m doing a poor job because I hear him chuckling softly.
We�ve been together on SG-1 for 4 years now and it�s getting harder and harder
to hide my feelings for him. Hell, I can�t even lay next to him on missions for
fear I�ll sidle up to him in my sleep.
Daniel hates the fact that all that�s keeping us apart are the regulations.
Sometimes I feel like telling Jack how I feel anyway, to hell with the regs, but
I know I�d wake up in the morning regretting it. When Jack I get together, I
don�t want to have to hide it or have any regrets. I want it to be perfect.
I know I try to appear tough but the truth is I dream of being swept of my feet,
how ever clich�d it may sound and I want it to him doing the sweeping.
He�s going to wake me soon for my watch so I should probably at least try and
get some sleep. Rolling onto my back I sigh and hear him chuckle yet again,
we�re really gonna have to talk about this ritual of his. Again I have to fight
the urge to smile - all I want to do is sit up and stare into those gorgeous
brown puppy dog eyes and really tell him all I have to say.
So when he wakes me, I�ll ask him out to dinner and tell him how I feel, and
then hope he feels the same� But I�ll wait till he wakes me.