If This Is The End
By Clara

Summary: If this is the end, I don't wanna go, this time
Rating: G
Warnings: Character Death
Pairing: Baz/Charlie

Author's notes: This contains spoilers for upcoming episodes of Casualty. Thanks to Jo for being the first to read this through!
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It felt like there was a weight pressing down on his chest, making each breath an effort as the tears slide down his face.

He'd loved her for eighteen years and the knowledge that this time her absence was permanent made him feel like he was dying right along with her. \

Louis joined him then and it takes only a second for Charlie to wrap his arms around their son and it strikes him that no matter how many times he's seen kids loose a parent, he'd never thought it could happen in their family...why would he?

It feels like there's so much left to say, so much history to work through and he can't quite get his head around the fact that it's all irrelevant now and they'll never get the chance to talk again.

His shaking hand reaches down and smoothes back her hair as he kisses her for the last time. Because now, it really is the end for them.

If this is the end, I don't wanna know, I just want you by my side.