Only ~ by Calyxshipper

Only
By Calyxshipper

Rating: PG
Category: Sam/Janet
Summary: Sam mourns
Author's Notes: Thanks to Lab Brat for being my muse lately.

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Many reasons to forget.

Many reasons to remember.

Sadness crawls through her face as she thinks about her friend.

She'd give anything to have her back.

For now, her only recourse is to work and to pray. Only with both can she continue to exist without breaking down.

Guilt creeps up and she pushes it back. Only in a perfect world could she have been there. Only in a perfect world could she have saved her.

Depression inches into her and slowly takes over.

Why did it have to happen?

Only in a perfect world, would she still be here.